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I can't remember the last time
     I kissed someone and closed my eyes
          I can't remember the last time
          Someone called me beautiful
          I can't remember the last time
        I put up a picture and boldly said
                         "That's my Man"
           I can't remember the last time
         I was proudly shown to the world
                       As someone's girl
         Or held so close for a night walk...

              But I remember the neglect
                   From the ones I loved
        The hatred and unreturned favours
                 The lies, the Fake feelings
                   How can I even forget
               The days with the monsters
      Those who came in all shades of Love
                  To devour and deceive...
                       I can't also forget
                   How the times I failed
           Brought me lessons and strength
          For now I can see from a distance
            A specimen of such creatures
            As their colours never change

Raudat Muhammed


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He does not just make me smile;
He laughs at my jokes
He doesn't just tell me "sorry" when I'm sad
He cries with me
He does not only admire my career;
He supports me
He doesn't just watch me pray;
He prays with me
He does not make me wish for a better man;
He becomes the best

~Raudat Muhammed~


I am a lonely Soul
Hovering around humanity
Love slips off my palms
Like the jellyfish from downtown
For I always try and fail
Ask around no one knows me
I am that kinda loner
Who doesn't know what it means
To have help coming her way
'Cos when I'm in pain and grief
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